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Poetry by Jez, © 2006 all rights reserved.
1 Tell her
2 Our story
3 The Immortal
4 Apathy
5 Tainted
6 Golden Eyes
7 Winter Beauty
8 Demon Lover Two
9 Below The Winter Sunset
10 Forsaken
11 Ashes
12 Serenade
13 Darkest Night
14 It's Only Suicide
15 Unsolid Ground
16 The Flames
17 True Love
18 Even Here
19 Enchanted
20 Broken Palace
21 Within The Embers
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Tell Her

Tell her that her words flow softly to your ears And that her voice compares to roses..
Pick them and listen
To every petal...
Tell her that her eyes shine like diamonds Dark as the very night they were formed And that those diamonds Are more precious than any clear jewel And you'll buy them With your eternal gaze

Tell her that her lips
Are like fresh berries, begging to be kissed And savor every piece of her As if it will be gone Once devoured.

Tell her that her skin is a cloud
Soft beyond reason
And that no mortal has right
To touch an angel
And how you nearly feel guilt for doing so

Tell her that your love for her
Has no possible quantity
And compares only
To the way you need her
Just to breathe.


Monday, June 05, 2006


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Our Story

The lonely nights dwell once again
What lingers within these walls,
The sad sound of my own lost heart
That echoes through it all.

It reminds me that I am alone
And only my shadows remain
The painful memories that once brought smiles Now leave me poor, confused, insane

What light is there to conquer this
This emotion that feels like death
The only thing, I cannot have
Remains silent on your breath

You could tell me that love is still
You could say so many things
I'd see through your mirrors, your hopeless glass Despair is all you're able to bring

I've realized this, I know love's gone
I know that it's only a dream
But the memories of what once began
To remember how it used to seem...

Are what keep my head throbbing as the night presses on Leaving me Bare, afraid, and cold My arms feel empty, this body yearns For someone to warm it and hold

But love doesn't last, it never was real Only a facade to keep me awake Now sleep ventures in to take me away Away from the sick, perverted, and fake.

The end shall come and I'll be ok
The finale will not be gory
I'll cry for you just one more time
Before I leave behind our story.


Monday, June 05, 2006


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The Immortal

So many moons
That I've seen change
From the dark and cresent
To the glittering full range
That sweeps across the world
As I walk these cold harsh nights
Solace Entertwining
With the beautiful twilights
And beaten paths once lovely
Now cracked with age as I
Trapped in this same body
Only difference is the eyes
That have seen centuries of love
And decades upon decades of war
The bodies displayed on the battlefields
Rich class, middle, and poor
They all share the same blood
That runs through their bitter veins
Some pretend to be better
But they're really all the same
And these are the thoughts that linger
As I walk under this desolate sky
Searching for a meaning
That would give me reason not to die
But I was granted eternity
To live forever because of one bite
What I once perceived as a gift
I now understand as spite
I've seen so many seasons
That have passed over this earth
And yet only one woman
Was ever really worth
This promise of forever
But forever never lasts
It only leaves you broken
With memories of the past
Six hundred years I've wandered
Time seems no more than a dream
And I am lost within this nightmare
Where nothing's as it seems
Humanity's deceiving
This species only lies
Very few are honest
And it comes out in the form of sighs
I've wished to take a lover
Similar to my Lady of The Night
But never will I find
A woman just as right
A woman just as beautiful
And eyes just as intense
A soul older than my own
Yet still not quite as dense
A lady of perfection
I'd give her an immortal soul
So that she may live forever
Completing myself, making me whole
But no angel would ever compare
To the love that I once lost
Humanity killed my damsel
And her body was violently tossed
As if it were nothing more than dirt
They steaked her right through her golden heart
And left me to wander each solumn eve
Missing a vital part
Of my now pathetic existance
That only begs to end
Dust to dust, and ashes to ashes
That linger on the wind
And I contemplate my choices
Yet I'm left with only one
I stand upon this deathly bridge
Awaiting the morning sun
I feel that one last trace of warmth
Before my body begins to blaze
Tell the world that immortality
Is nothing without her loving gaze

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Apathy

Solidity of sound and space
Runs courses through my veins
Reality; so far away
Yet closer, distance claims
To creep upon me softly
Nearer and nearer, and these walls
Are engulfing me in tragedy
Reminding me how humans fall
Into the path of darkness
Betraying those they love and need
Only to retrace their steps in apathy
Not caring when they bleed
Our generation cares not for love
But for lust and money, greed
Has overcome existance,
Has become an overgrown weed
Flowers that once beamed brightly
Now are broken, bitter, dried
Crumbled into an array of death
And nobody cares that they have died
Solidity of time and truth
But truth be never told
When lies will get one further
Truth lays motionless beneath the folds
Of deception and our apathy
That has risen great and tall
To leave us blind and painless
With no remorse at all
What will become of humanity
As darkness grows greater than the light
When apathy dominates emotions all
And leaves us no will for a fight
To break through the blinds of detachment
And confront problems face to face
But we hide behind these bottles and pills...
Creating an end to long reigned race.


Saturday, January 07, 2006


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Tainted

Tainted by an immoral sin
You look at us;
Disgusted.
You drag beautiful men through the streets;
Tainted men.
You laugh as you watch our blood
Drip from our defiled limbs
You believe you are people of God,
Carrying out his will
You believe you are Christians
Ridding the world of our distorted souls
Our damned souls.
You hate us for our love
For who we love.
You scorn us,
Burn our homes
And stare fire at us in your repugnance
Though as we walk by, you can't even see us
Unless we make our true selves known
The brave and honest you make suffer
You taunt us, Beat us
You think we're infected
So you Kill us
We're living in sin, you say
So you slaughter us with your words
Take away our rights
And act in ways of violence
You want us to be like you, "normal"
You want us to straighten up
Our corrupt rainbows impure
In your dark world of ignorance
Because you are followers of God
And we are the tainted.


Friday, September 09, 2005


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Golden Eyes

The cold hours prior morning
Before the intrusive sunlight
Tinkers through the windows.
Between the dark layers of night
I await your essence.
I stand quiet
Watching the shadows dance
While your figure forms
Beneath the palest moonlight.
You gaze at me with golden eyes.
I expect your touch to be frost
Though I'm always surprised with warmth.
The world's view on beauty is defiled
You are the intention of the word
Before it was distorted
You are the purest perfection
Strong and honorable
Your eyes whisper songs
Of tales long forgotten
I smile once more
As you take me into your arms
Carrying me
Further into the promising shadows


Saturday, July 16, 2005


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Winter Beauty

The frost begins to form on the tips of her hair
Her gown is a light blue
She's an angel of the snow
Her eyes are the same icey color
Of her dress
She motions for me to follow
How could I not?
She takes my hand
Her fingers are so cold...
Her hair is a light blonde
Almost white like the ground.
She's looks like an angel
So beautiful
She's thin like the ice
I feel as if I squeeze her hand hard enough
It'll break and maybe melt
She looks frozen but she smiles at me
I'm not afraid
We're in the middle of a deep wood
She stops and looks at me
I feel her face close to mine
There's no warmth
I see a tear fall from her beautiful eyes
It freezes on her cheek
Into a diamond crystal
She sits in the snow and I sit with her
We sleep on the pure white blanket
I look down...
Thats where they found my body
I'm still with my ice queen though not truely understanding
I see myself lying there
But I'm also standing
She's still holding my hand
I look at her and she smiles
And I smile back
She whispers in my ear
I nod.
We walk off into the snow
As we will do forever.


Thursday, April 14, 2005


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Demon Lover Two

Hello my love
You've come back to me tonight
As you gently caress my skin
Yet give my neck a rougher bite
I missed you demon lover
I was afraid you'd left me all alone
But you've come again to me
Showing our bond can't be disowned
You kiss my inner thigh
A thing that makes me shiver
You push me against the walls
Anticipation makes me quiver
Pinning me down making me yours
So you can take everything you need
You let your lips linger a bit
Before you prepare for your feed
I feel your teeth puncture
But I like this kind of pain
You run your hands all over my chest
Driving me insane
You nibble on my bottom lip
You know it makes me dizzy and hazy
When you hold my hands above my head
You know it makes me crazy
When you kiss me gently
As you nibble my ear
Shadows of fire and forever
You tell me what I want to hear
Maybe we'll be burning
If we ever are to die
But you offer me eternity
So resistance is something I won't try
Your lust consumes and I give it back
Falling into your trance
I see the red in your glowing sight
Sin binds me to passion with just one glance
You stare right through my deep black eyes
I let you see inside
You know me inside and out
From you I will never to hide
You tell me its us forever
And I believe you mean it to be true
My demon lover loves me
Like no mortal man could do.


Saturday, April 09, 2005


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Below The Winter Sunset

Below the winter sunset
Above the wilted rose
Between the fallen cities
Within the bitter close
In front of the decaying building
Beside the rusted post
Under the dimmed street light
Behind the echo of the lost ghost
In back of the withered garden
Right after the graveyard's gate
Take a step beyond the twilight
Remember all whose fate
Lied within the pure destruction
The gun shots loud and straight
Do you see the footprints of a lost love
That is gone because of hate
She walks alone at midnite
She's been waiting for days and days
Are you here to take her hand tonite
And try to change the ways
Cradle her below the moonlight
Cold skin above the ground
Between the stones of loved ones
Rekindle that of what's found
In front of a love thats never dying
Beside her you'll never depart
Under the eternal heaven
You will never lose her heart
Behind you will never put this
The back of your mind it will never see
Right after this moment
You return to your destiny
You hold her in your arms
She is with you forever spirit, soul, and mind
You wouldn't leave your fallen angel
Even death couldn't break your bind.


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Forsaken

Staring up at distant stars
Lying on the cool hard grounds
The scent of the wood is there for me
While I listen to the nightly sounds
I'm Cradled in the wind's embrace
As distant echos follow through
So desolate, they try to block
The longing of wishes true
Leaves rustle on solid oaks
The lulliby from the night's faultless breeze
Tries to console my hopeless mind
And return me to a forgotten ease.
I'm left here in nature's palace
Staring at the empty throne
A place for a lover to sit beside me
Reminds me that I'm alone
The crickets chirp a solicitous song
That seems to fit me well
I close my eyes and listen
As they try to lose me in their spell
So beautiful but I can't forget
And fall into the images their songs have taken
The truth dwells deep withen my forlorn heart
I can't forget that I'm forsaken.


Saturday, January 29, 2005


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Ashes

Beneathe the withered ashes lay
A wilted hope
Of happiness
Once a beautiful fire blazed
Strongly in the night's cool forest
Now concealed within the wood
Thats been set to death
By fate's cruel hands
Alone I lay
Among the Shallow
Cinders
Waiting for
A new match to strike
Like a phoenix and create
A new glow
To rekindle my lost spirt.


Thursday, January 20, 2005


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Serenade

Sing me a row of delicate petals so that I may walk upon the path
Let your voice create the depths of the oceans so that I may take a crystal bath
Whisper me a solid cloud so that I may have a place to lie
Imagine me magestic wings so that I may have the change to fly
Serenade the wind to wave so that I may have enchanted air
Let your lips present me with a silver kiss..and let me be saved from my despair


Sunday, December 12, 2004


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Darkest Night

Silent waves of the darkest night
Shadows overcome the dawn
The sun has been blinded
By the sweet form of a shadow.
The blackest depth
Haunts all who watch;
Enchants every spector
Upon the water's surface
You see the glare...
So close...Yet so far away
If you dare to touch it
It ripples away slowly
Only to return in a moment
Give me a night that will last forever
I wish not to return to the
Brightness that burns my skin
Let me live in this darkness...This beauty
For when the morning comes...
You'll be gone.


April 07 2004


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Its Only Suicide

Does it really matter
The tear that rolls down my cheek
Do you even care
That I'm crying as we speak
Can you even notice
How I choke on every word
Every gasping breath
I suppose you never heard
With every creak in the stairs
As I walk to my room
A clear black circle
The isolating doom
Does it matter at all...
The rope hanging from my ceiling
My soon to be fate
Do you care what I might be feeling?
But I suppose that I'm alone
This pain will not subside
As I make the final jump
Its ONLY suicide


March 25 2004


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April 09 2004 Unsolid Ground

Catch me as I fall
Into unsolid ground
I'm not sure where the wind left me
Or if I'm ever to be found
I'm not sure who you are yet
As you picked me up from the floor
I don't know much about you
But I know that I want to learn more
Your words capture me withen them
I picture you when I close my eyes
I can look right into you
I see you put up no disguise
What is it about you
So mysterious and bold
I know not anything of you...
But I don't care what I'm told
I want to fall into your embrace
I want to sink into your skin
I want to lay with you forever
You fulfill me from within.
There's a new craving from inside me
There's a yearning deep engraved
You rescued me from everything
When I didn't know that I needed to be saved


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The Flames

As I watch it burn
The flames devouring it
I feel you leave my body
Every sweet moment once shared
Is gone into the pit of the fire
Every promise that you've made and broken
Is now within the blazing ashes
As this moment is consumed
My love for you goes with it
What held me captive
What left me beguiled
Every feeling I had for you
Is now lost into the flames
The picture, My love
Is gone


April 09 2004


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True Love

Let me lay with you
My heart's breath is yours
My tears, my smiles
All betrothed to you
Do you know how you make me feel
To gasp in your company
with every word a chill up my spine
Let my lips linger only a moment
And happiness would reside in my heart
For eternity
Return me not to the depths of shallow desire
Artificial feelings that run on lust
Sweep me into your arms and show me whats real
But what feels like a dream
Take me to the gates of heaven
With just one touch
Bliss overcomes me with only your hands
Kiss me and less us know
True Love


April 09 2004


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Even Here

Take me away from this ocean of sorrow
This deep agony is drowning me
I'm no longer a part of anything
I'm simply alone
Nobody cares about my nights of endless tears,
Or the aguish that destroys me from within
To you I am no more than a shadow
And nobody will ever care
If I'm alive or dead
Why not bury myself Deep Within the earth
Make purpose of my body
Nothing good can come of it
With my soul still inside
Take me away from this place, this life
Kill me now, I can't continue with this pain
Im dying slowly...Just end it now
But of course you won't
Because even to kill me
Would take someone's knowledge
That I'm even here.


April 07 2004


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Enchanted

To wonder how Shakespeare
Composed the most beautiful
Words of poetry
I finally understand how he did
He had an inspiration...
He had someone like you
You, whose left me completely beguiled
Bewitched by your perfection
And enchanted by your charms
Everything within me burns for you
My heart is set in flames
with your name
Written over the embers
Sweet Sorcerer, I know not how this came to be
How everything you do Infactuates me
Your deep words
And promises of long endless nights
With our bodes entwined
Even with Every ounce of strength
I still could not resist
Falling in love.


April 07 2004


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Broken Palace

A Broken palace
Melted ice sculptures
Decaying monuments
Dusty walls
Fraying Tapestries
Rusty tubs
What a haven
Is this palace
A court of death
A ballroom of bones
Still standing
Once dancing...
Cadaver's gown
Torn
Red fabric
But still moves in the eyes
Of who are watching.
Framed portraits
Paint chipped away
What a beautiful Palace
It truly is.


March 25 2004


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Within The Embers

A fire burns within the ember
A love I try not to remember
Still, The fire burns true
I guess I'll never get over you

The ashes I try to leave behind me
Scattered them throughout the city
It never leaves me alone
The fact that I'm on my own

An icey wind always chills my spine
A love I called, That once was mine
The cold; so deep and blue
I guess I'll never get over you

A whisper so loud; it will never soften
I think of your face, so very often
I don't think you even know
How hard it is not to show

When you lay with her; do you ever
Remember when you promised me forever?
The tears I cry don't cease
My torment only seems to increase

And still you keep trying to deny
The way you make me feel inside...
A rose has shed its one last petal
A pain so sharp, like broken metal
I guess I'll never know what to do
I guess I'll never stop loving you...


March 25 2004


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